26.06.09

When u are my best friend, I appreciate it. When sometimes (like now) I got my own reason to avoid being ur best friend, I try to make u understand me, hope u understand me tat u til in my heart as my best friend. I tot I really realize tat I did well to make u clear bout tat, and I really happy every time u share v me ur current pro…and I know u quite disappointed on ur current life, about d job, colleague,bf,family…any things make you unhappy on it…and after tat, quite worry bout u,I really do…becos I til remember how u being a friend beside me when I getting upset, make me realize how important a friend around us. But every time I think bout u, and feel wanna say hi or any to make sure u r fine there... (As a best friend)...but some things had happen made d motivation being eliminated. What can I say?? Jt thousand of sorry to u, I think u think why I so many excuse to cover it erm….but I really hope u understand my situation…I not feel really fine tat u think now…sometimes I jt pretend I din care bout how much I get lose after tat event….Really…if I dun wan make it worst. What I can do is jt stop every things.
But I know I cant like tat if I really treat u as my best friend til now, so I start try to contact u…I try…and I try….but what I get now..jt worst than nothings…u know how I feel sad when I din’t getting any reply from u anymore…I lose…I give up…now I jt hope we didn’t change ……