Friendship day

this 2days, i try to contact many friend tat i not really have a motivation to contact b4...i always tot that many friend jt pass by my life.i dun think they really will treat me as friend forever..what d suck thinking it is???erm..after 2day..i realise tat..if u really hav a true heart to care bout friend around u..everyday is friendship day..and i love u guys...

26.06.09

When u are my best friend, I appreciate it. When sometimes (like now) I got my own reason to avoid being ur best friend, I try to make u understand me, hope u understand me tat u til in my heart as my best friend. I tot I really realize tat I did well to make u clear bout tat, and I really happy every time u share v me ur current pro…and I know u quite disappointed on ur current life, about d job, colleague,bf,family…any things make you unhappy on it…and after tat, quite worry bout u,I really do…becos I til remember how u being a friend beside me when I getting upset, make me realize how important a friend around us. But every time I think bout u, and feel wanna say hi or any to make sure u r fine there... (As a best friend)...but some things had happen made d motivation being eliminated. What can I say?? Jt thousand of sorry to u, I think u think why I so many excuse to cover it erm….but I really hope u understand my situation…I not feel really fine tat u think now…sometimes I jt pretend I din care bout how much I get lose after tat event….Really…if I dun wan make it worst. What I can do is jt stop every things.
But I know I cant like tat if I really treat u as my best friend til now, so I start try to contact u…I try…and I try….but what I get now..jt worst than nothings…u know how I feel sad when I din’t getting any reply from u anymore…I lose…I give up…now I jt hope we didn’t change ……

tired

haih....2day quite tired...even jt hav a short discussion...but maybe lazy to move on..so feel tired whole day....2moro til need discuss bout d enron case...got anyone tell me more bout enron case...i need sum times to look through it...i think is quite interesting....d largest collapse n bankruptcy case in the world....
need sum breath ar....2moro badminton day....hope can hav a release 2moro.....

HApPy father's day

i'm sorry....dad...i really dunno d gift make u bear for it...we jt hope u will hav a wonderful father's day for tis year.....i know maybe d problem not so serious tat u think...but i really hate ppl do sumthings tat hurting my family...i really do...i angry til hope can go bec langkap directly n make d things clear...i dun wan u bear for it....i dun wan any 1 bully my family members...i til remember 5years ago..got a little guy bully my younger sis...and i go scold hard n argue v tat guy....i cry alone whole nite inside d campaign.....i really cant control myself if the same things happen to my family members....if i can go bec now..sure i will argue v him....
anyway..i know u wanna hide somethings from us...n make us feel better....i knw what should i do...i love u....i know u work hard for us..loving us...forever....and i wanna tell u....me too...i love u n mum forever.....and i wanna make both of u know...i really do....maybe i dun hav d ability to treat both of u better now...so i jt hope can spend more time on u all......i love u....

15.06.09

This sun is father’s day but I think I din go bec because got a lot of things need to cover especially the 50 set data...last week I ody celebrate my father’s day v my sis n nephews…haha..the tiramisu is nice..but oso cant finish it..haha…n gift a new handphone to my lovely dad…haha..he felt happy..erm..i think he always feel happy with what we had done for him…he will appreciate bout it n I feel his love to us ..n I love him forever no matter what happen…
I think d air is becum worst n worst…my cough n flu til not yet recover…erm…polluted air….
But til need to cont my thesis. discussion…tutorial ..assignment n presentation…even every discussion got sum disagreement between us..but I think got own opinion is good…if not how can get better answer for it…haha…erm…I need bath now le…stop now…

选择

突然回想
恨不恨
如果是以前，不恨
因为我感谢*带给我的一切
开心不开心，都愿意去承受
可能也因为不舍得
不舍得的友谊
不舍得的回忆
一切一切
所以不恨而感激
如果是现在
如果是这一刻，我恨
也因为*带给我的一切
那一切一切不再是愚蠢的感激
恨 因为*把我的感激变成了永远的伤口
恨 因为在走的时候 也把我最珍贵的给带走
一度失去了尊严，友谊，回忆，信任，感情，甚至快乐
不过我一定把它们找回来的
现在 *的消失会令我更感激
因为我不再稀罕*是我的朋友了
没有*我会更快乐的 活着
因为现在的我 比从前快乐

11.6.09

2days is good day. having a fully-utilize in school…erm…this sem actually is a extra-ordinary sem for me…mayb the subjects are too ‘dry’ for us…normally quite less calculation…erm…I like theory part..but definitely not finance theory., is boring ….i think this sem wont got a mind to skip class anymore…cos is terrible for this sem…haha…
Jt now jt finish my fourth times for American idol final show…is amazing…haha…adam ar adam…when ur album will out..my neck becum so long now le la…haha…actually I like all top 5 also…matt giraud…allison…danny…..kris …n my favor adam…haha….
They all discussing whether 2ml or nxt wed go sri kembangan eat steamboat buffet..i think 2ml will deal…haha…izzit wanna celebrate loan will out soon…cos I heard someone say jt left rm50 in pocket..haha…actually can tell that I finish my loan long time ago n getting my father help ..haha…really spend a lot….jt ask father to sponsor a new laptop for me….but after format .it is much much more better now…so may wait for a times 1st..haha…
They are asking out for yam cha now le…hehe…..bye….muackss….
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