like or unlike???

今天是星期天，呆在家已经两天了。伤风药也吃了三天了，可是还有一些小伤风。这几天都在想着一些问题。时间真的可以证明一切吗?? 不过时间真的拥有很大的威力。
有时不喜欢，就是不喜欢。人会因为时间而变成喜欢吗？如果真的是变成喜欢，那又会是真真的喜欢吗？？如果到最后才后悔，怎么办？？
有些人就因为时间，去选择自己不懂是不是真的喜欢的人或事。到了现在，才发现自己却也没有那么喜欢，那又该怎么办呢？？放弃？？选择伤害？？还是继续寻找原本所谓的喜欢呢？？人有多复杂，复杂到自己要什么都不清楚。是悲哀吧？
如果有的选，到底会选一个爱你多过你爱他的人，还是一个你爱他躲过他爱你的人。简单的说，选一个他永远爱你，可你不怎么爱他的人，还是你爱他，可他不怎么爱你的人呢？其实也很简单，不对就分咯！！简单，干脆，不拖拖拉拉。。。。对的人，一个就够了！！！这很重要。。
选择不去计较。。包容。。关心。。都是相处之道。。。两个人走在一起不容易。。有时选择放弃，可能对大家是一种解脱。。。

Friendship day

this 2days, i try to contact many friend tat i not really have a motivation to contact b4...i always tot that many friend jt pass by my life.i dun think they really will treat me as friend forever..what d suck thinking it is???erm..after 2day..i realise tat..if u really hav a true heart to care bout friend around u..everyday is friendship day..and i love u guys...

26.06.09

When u are my best friend, I appreciate it. When sometimes (like now) I got my own reason to avoid being ur best friend, I try to make u understand me, hope u understand me tat u til in my heart as my best friend. I tot I really realize tat I did well to make u clear bout tat, and I really happy every time u share v me ur current pro…and I know u quite disappointed on ur current life, about d job, colleague,bf,family…any things make you unhappy on it…and after tat, quite worry bout u,I really do…becos I til remember how u being a friend beside me when I getting upset, make me realize how important a friend around us. But every time I think bout u, and feel wanna say hi or any to make sure u r fine there... (As a best friend)...but some things had happen made d motivation being eliminated. What can I say?? Jt thousand of sorry to u, I think u think why I so many excuse to cover it erm….but I really hope u understand my situation…I not feel really fine tat u think now…sometimes I jt pretend I din care bout how much I get lose after tat event….Really…if I dun wan make it worst. What I can do is jt stop every things.
But I know I cant like tat if I really treat u as my best friend til now, so I start try to contact u…I try…and I try….but what I get now..jt worst than nothings…u know how I feel sad when I din’t getting any reply from u anymore…I lose…I give up…now I jt hope we didn’t change ……

tired

haih....2day quite tired...even jt hav a short discussion...but maybe lazy to move on..so feel tired whole day....2moro til need discuss bout d enron case...got anyone tell me more bout enron case...i need sum times to look through it...i think is quite interesting....d largest collapse n bankruptcy case in the world....
need sum breath ar....2moro badminton day....hope can hav a release 2moro.....

HApPy father's day

i'm sorry....dad...i really dunno d gift make u bear for it...we jt hope u will hav a wonderful father's day for tis year.....i know maybe d problem not so serious tat u think...but i really hate ppl do sumthings tat hurting my family...i really do...i angry til hope can go bec langkap directly n make d things clear...i dun wan u bear for it....i dun wan any 1 bully my family members...i til remember 5years ago..got a little guy bully my younger sis...and i go scold hard n argue v tat guy....i cry alone whole nite inside d campaign.....i really cant control myself if the same things happen to my family members....if i can go bec now..sure i will argue v him....
anyway..i know u wanna hide somethings from us...n make us feel better....i knw what should i do...i love u....i know u work hard for us..loving us...forever....and i wanna tell u....me too...i love u n mum forever.....and i wanna make both of u know...i really do....maybe i dun hav d ability to treat both of u better now...so i jt hope can spend more time on u all......i love u....

15.06.09

This sun is father’s day but I think I din go bec because got a lot of things need to cover especially the 50 set data...last week I ody celebrate my father’s day v my sis n nephews…haha..the tiramisu is nice..but oso cant finish it..haha…n gift a new handphone to my lovely dad…haha..he felt happy..erm..i think he always feel happy with what we had done for him…he will appreciate bout it n I feel his love to us ..n I love him forever no matter what happen…
I think d air is becum worst n worst…my cough n flu til not yet recover…erm…polluted air….
But til need to cont my thesis. discussion…tutorial ..assignment n presentation…even every discussion got sum disagreement between us..but I think got own opinion is good…if not how can get better answer for it…haha…erm…I need bath now le…stop now…

选择

突然回想
恨不恨
如果是以前，不恨
因为我感谢*带给我的一切
开心不开心，都愿意去承受
可能也因为不舍得
不舍得的友谊
不舍得的回忆
一切一切
所以不恨而感激
如果是现在
如果是这一刻，我恨
也因为*带给我的一切
那一切一切不再是愚蠢的感激
恨 因为*把我的感激变成了永远的伤口
恨 因为在走的时候 也把我最珍贵的给带走
一度失去了尊严，友谊，回忆，信任，感情，甚至快乐
不过我一定把它们找回来的
现在 *的消失会令我更感激
因为我不再稀罕*是我的朋友了
没有*我会更快乐的 活着
因为现在的我 比从前快乐

11.6.09

2days is good day. having a fully-utilize in school…erm…this sem actually is a extra-ordinary sem for me…mayb the subjects are too ‘dry’ for us…normally quite less calculation…erm…I like theory part..but definitely not finance theory., is boring ….i think this sem wont got a mind to skip class anymore…cos is terrible for this sem…haha…
Jt now jt finish my fourth times for American idol final show…is amazing…haha…adam ar adam…when ur album will out..my neck becum so long now le la…haha…actually I like all top 5 also…matt giraud…allison…danny…..kris …n my favor adam…haha….
They all discussing whether 2ml or nxt wed go sri kembangan eat steamboat buffet..i think 2ml will deal…haha…izzit wanna celebrate loan will out soon…cos I heard someone say jt left rm50 in pocket..haha…actually can tell that I finish my loan long time ago n getting my father help ..haha…really spend a lot….jt ask father to sponsor a new laptop for me….but after format .it is much much more better now…so may wait for a times 1st..haha…
They are asking out for yam cha now le…hehe…..bye….muackss….
.

Twilight

‘Twilight’ is beautiful story,hope can share wif….
Yesterday, suddently think bout this movie, and go download for my only entertain in sg.long. But the line is suck here so almost spend whole day to download it.
After watch this movie. I think I wanna crazy love for it.Is all bout love between a vampire (Edward) and an ordinary gal (bella).
They study in same school n edward hate this gal since 1st day school of bella .This is because he hate kill people n only drink animal blood but he cant control himself bout the strong blood smell from her. And also because he start love this gal n start to stay away from her to avoid any hurt.
Edward is a perfect guy in this movie, romance, gentle, tender, handsome, protective. I think all gal will be crazy wif him.Haha…. .
Through this movie. Unbelievable n can’t imagine to hav such beautiful connection between org in this world. Maybe because of this movie, can make ppl to hav a phantasm in their mind. Let us know bout what a true love are, let us to think what we are doing now......

The tracks of my tears

People say I'm the life of the party

Because I tell a joke or two

Although I might be laughing loud and hearty

Deep inside I'm blue

So take a good look at my face

You'll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears..

I need you, need you

Since you left me if you see me with another girl

Seeming like I'm having fun

Although she may be cute

She's just a substitute

Because you're the permanent one..

So take a good look at my face

You'll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears..

I need you, need you

Outside I'm masquerading

Inside my hope is fading

Just a clown oh yeah

Since you put me down

My smile is my make upI wear since my break up with you..

So take a good look at my face

You'll see my smile looks out of place

If you look closer, it's easy to trace

The tracks of my tears

Adam Lambert

American idol Season 8

Written by Smokey Robinson

No Boundaries

Seconds ,hours, so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way

What if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you give me one good reason to fight and never walk away

Coz hear I am — still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams

Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe
Adam Lambert

American idol season 8

Written by Kara Dioguardi

friendship forever

2day is my 1st day cum bec to sg.long le…yesterday nite watch American idol 8 til 4:30am….season 8 is one of the best season in American idol….
even I like both adam n kris..but I really hope adam can win in tis competition..i love each of his performance…but kris won…I think jt d beginning of their journey….they can achieve higher career after d competition…

JT received angela sms, congratulation becos pass the exam..time pass so fast..we know each other for 1 n half year le..i ask u when u cum bec to acc me…I’m so boring here..but u say u wont cum bec le…start ur new life after utar ..rite…duno why..mayb d song I listen now is bout friend…my tears cum out…tell u sum…even sumtimes what u done n say make me angry n sad…but when I sad ..d person I want to talk to is u…when I happy…I hope I can share v u all….when u move out from flora…I really cant suit d period without u….but u always in my heart…when I boring…I til will go find u..call u…msn u…sms u….haha……I appreciate what u bring to my life….really…..love u…..friendship forever….

my 1st blogging

2day is my 1st time blogging in my own blog, act wanna create my own blog very long time ago,but oso not free to do so. Jt finish my year 3 sem 1 final exam in utar,duno why tis sem quite moody in study,almost can say no exam feel at all. So everyday oso online,download,and watch American idol (Season 8 oo)..haha…even very bad done in the exam..but oso not much feel during tat period..really duno why..izzit I ody boring studying ….after finish d exam..after go bec langkap…everyday scare til 2day…haha….so fan jian…..becos I really very disappointed on my aap…do much exercise b4 exam …but jt rubbish for my exam paper….erm….finally release result 2day le…I cant imangine I pass all…mayb ppl always lucky like me….always for me….totally can tell not becos I know how to do…jt becos lucky…..go bec for 2 week le….think much at home town…worry a lot of things….really a lot….like if fail cant get loan…how to tell dad…I failed..jt becos I’m failer?….how to do thesis within so short period….how enuf spend rm8000 for half year…including student fees leh…jt left rm3000 for half year??haha..i dun think I can live with those money….where can I stay after graduate?during d time finding job….many many things….headache…ppl always say me think those thing haven’t happen…but I dun think I got time to prepare in future…jt becos I’m ody 22years old le…haha….always tell my mum tat…why I ody 22 years old…but do nothings…jt study study and study…..izzit tis is d life for me…act not unwillingly for me….i wan my life to be more colorful..more adventure….i always imagine my dream life…do a lot of meaningful things….erm…I think ppl with dream n action only can have opportunity to achieve their dream life…money is important….becos of money so we can do a lot of things …do sumthings we like….help ppl with d money….can see more n do more in future….but money is not easy to earn….haha….hope can earn a lot of money in future v my own hand……becos I wan my life………