like or unlike???

今天是星期天，呆在家已经两天了。伤风药也吃了三天了，可是还有一些小伤风。这几天都在想着一些问题。时间真的可以证明一切吗?? 不过时间真的拥有很大的威力。
有时不喜欢，就是不喜欢。人会因为时间而变成喜欢吗？如果真的是变成喜欢，那又会是真真的喜欢吗？？如果到最后才后悔，怎么办？？
有些人就因为时间，去选择自己不懂是不是真的喜欢的人或事。到了现在，才发现自己却也没有那么喜欢，那又该怎么办呢？？放弃？？选择伤害？？还是继续寻找原本所谓的喜欢呢？？人有多复杂，复杂到自己要什么都不清楚。是悲哀吧？
如果有的选，到底会选一个爱你多过你爱他的人，还是一个你爱他躲过他爱你的人。简单的说，选一个他永远爱你，可你不怎么爱他的人，还是你爱他，可他不怎么爱你的人呢？其实也很简单，不对就分咯！！简单，干脆，不拖拖拉拉。。。。对的人，一个就够了！！！这很重要。。
选择不去计较。。包容。。关心。。都是相处之道。。。两个人走在一起不容易。。有时选择放弃，可能对大家是一种解脱。。。

Friendship day

this 2days, i try to contact many friend tat i not really have a motivation to contact b4...i always tot that many friend jt pass by my life.i dun think they really will treat me as friend forever..what d suck thinking it is???erm..after 2day..i realise tat..if u really hav a true heart to care bout friend around u..everyday is friendship day..and i love u guys...

26.06.09

When u are my best friend, I appreciate it. When sometimes (like now) I got my own reason to avoid being ur best friend, I try to make u understand me, hope u understand me tat u til in my heart as my best friend. I tot I really realize tat I did well to make u clear bout tat, and I really happy every time u share v me ur current pro…and I know u quite disappointed on ur current life, about d job, colleague,bf,family…any things make you unhappy on it…and after tat, quite worry bout u,I really do…becos I til remember how u being a friend beside me when I getting upset, make me realize how important a friend around us. But every time I think bout u, and feel wanna say hi or any to make sure u r fine there... (As a best friend)...but some things had happen made d motivation being eliminated. What can I say?? Jt thousand of sorry to u, I think u think why I so many excuse to cover it erm….but I really hope u understand my situation…I not feel really fine tat u think now…sometimes I jt pretend I din care bout how much I get lose after tat event….Really…if I dun wan make it worst. What I can do is jt stop every things.
But I know I cant like tat if I really treat u as my best friend til now, so I start try to contact u…I try…and I try….but what I get now..jt worst than nothings…u know how I feel sad when I din’t getting any reply from u anymore…I lose…I give up…now I jt hope we didn’t change ……

tired

haih....2day quite tired...even jt hav a short discussion...but maybe lazy to move on..so feel tired whole day....2moro til need discuss bout d enron case...got anyone tell me more bout enron case...i need sum times to look through it...i think is quite interesting....d largest collapse n bankruptcy case in the world....
need sum breath ar....2moro badminton day....hope can hav a release 2moro.....

HApPy father's day

i'm sorry....dad...i really dunno d gift make u bear for it...we jt hope u will hav a wonderful father's day for tis year.....i know maybe d problem not so serious tat u think...but i really hate ppl do sumthings tat hurting my family...i really do...i angry til hope can go bec langkap directly n make d things clear...i dun wan u bear for it....i dun wan any 1 bully my family members...i til remember 5years ago..got a little guy bully my younger sis...and i go scold hard n argue v tat guy....i cry alone whole nite inside d campaign.....i really cant control myself if the same things happen to my family members....if i can go bec now..sure i will argue v him....
anyway..i know u wanna hide somethings from us...n make us feel better....i knw what should i do...i love u....i know u work hard for us..loving us...forever....and i wanna tell u....me too...i love u n mum forever.....and i wanna make both of u know...i really do....maybe i dun hav d ability to treat both of u better now...so i jt hope can spend more time on u all......i love u....

15.06.09

This sun is father’s day but I think I din go bec because got a lot of things need to cover especially the 50 set data...last week I ody celebrate my father’s day v my sis n nephews…haha..the tiramisu is nice..but oso cant finish it..haha…n gift a new handphone to my lovely dad…haha..he felt happy..erm..i think he always feel happy with what we had done for him…he will appreciate bout it n I feel his love to us ..n I love him forever no matter what happen…
I think d air is becum worst n worst…my cough n flu til not yet recover…erm…polluted air….
But til need to cont my thesis. discussion…tutorial ..assignment n presentation…even every discussion got sum disagreement between us..but I think got own opinion is good…if not how can get better answer for it…haha…erm…I need bath now le…stop now…

选择

突然回想
恨不恨
如果是以前，不恨
因为我感谢*带给我的一切
开心不开心，都愿意去承受
可能也因为不舍得
不舍得的友谊
不舍得的回忆
一切一切
所以不恨而感激
如果是现在
如果是这一刻，我恨
也因为*带给我的一切
那一切一切不再是愚蠢的感激
恨 因为*把我的感激变成了永远的伤口
恨 因为在走的时候 也把我最珍贵的给带走
一度失去了尊严，友谊，回忆，信任，感情，甚至快乐
不过我一定把它们找回来的
现在 *的消失会令我更感激
因为我不再稀罕*是我的朋友了
没有*我会更快乐的 活着
因为现在的我 比从前快乐